18 DAYS LEFT
Hi everybody :) It's like I'm studying everyday. Not always productive, sometimes just 1-2 questions per day. I'm trying very hard to do well for physics but I just can't! I dunno what's fking wrong with me but I'll just stare at the physics practice paper and my mind goes BLANK. Maybe my foundation aren't good; maybe my sub-conscious mind just doesn't want to do physics; maybe I'm just lousy! Whatever it is, I feel like punching myself for being demoralised because of the prelim results. I'M NOT WORKING HARD. To be honest, I played audition when I'm suppose to study, I sleep when I'm suppose to study. It's just so terrible! I know what I have done cannot make up for the loss but well, I'll just chiong till the end of O levels AND I'll not use computer anymore after this post! Trust me, I'll study hard :)
Anyway, these few days were not good days. I get irritated, pissed, disheartened by many things easily. Mood swing? I am not sure. Perhaps just stress. So tired, gotta study now, bye. All the best!
