Friday, December 30, 2011

To a new beginning; abandoning the bad memories

2011 has been a toturing and tough year for me, sometimes I even wonder if I would survive this year. Well, as it is seems I have managed to pull through living a life without my father. Yes, without. How tough can it be? Some might be wondering ...
Last family potrait on my Dad's Birthday in 2010.

On the 3rd of April 2011, he left us on 7.00am smiling happily. He must be so glad to be somewhere he'll liked to go to. Nobody knows where it is and how it looks like, but I'm sure he will NEVER forget us. He sure is a great father anyone would love to have.

There are definitely regrets in my whole life - for not treating him better, not listening to him, not sharing his burdens, being a wilful kid and disappoint him at times. How I wish I can at least say 'sorry' to him.

Finally, this year has dragged to an end. There're still so many years to live on, and still counting. Will life be more interesting? or more strenuous?

I would like myself to find some space and time to figure what I actually want to do/be in the future. I see no point moving one step at a time. By then, I hope I've become more confident and pursue for whatever I'll want to do.

Still, 2011 still feel 'exist' to me because of the lovely friends around me. They never fail to make me feel warmth and loved.







So what are my 2012 wishes?
  • Take good care of my family
  • Earn and save lots of money
  • Get into a good local university
  • Discover my passion & future
  • Stay healthy and fit
  • My skin condition to be better

There are still more but I can't think of any at this moment ...

What are your new year's resolutions? :)

Hope they come true ~ ^^

P.S I'll be updating my blog more frequently (If I have more spare time) so, STAY TUNED! :D